Fantasy of being used and punished

I have never wanted to be shared. .. i always thought it was dirty, slutty and not something a good church girl would ever do.   YOU Sir, have opened up my mind to fantasize about everything, knowing you'll make those fantasies a reality and knowing that you love this side of me and don't think less of me for it.. i still don't want to EVER have sex with anyone but You,  i'm addicted to You, but at the same time i want to make You proud. . I want You to be able to show me off....

Imagined this fantasy on my way to work this morning. ..
You invited me on a boys weekend to some ski lodge . .  I cooked breakfast for you and all your friends, made you a plate, then i had a girl come in and massage your neck and shoulders while you ate and while I was giving you head at the table. ...  Your friends were like damn,  you think you're a king or something.  Lol.. then the girl disappeared for some reason. . . And you made me give head to all your friends so they could see how well i listened to you... I did it because I wanted to listen and be a good girl for You.. make You proud. .  then, you had one friend hold my hands behind my back while you twisted my nipples and whipped my titties.. and You had another guy touch my pussy so he could feel how wet I was getting from being used by You. . . You told me I better not cum until You let me. .  You kept asking if it hurt, I said yes, then you said, then why are you letting me do it and I said, because i belong to You and you can do WHATEVER you want to your property, so You whipped me harder and harder and I came on Your friends hand. . . Then, to punish me for cumming,  You picked your friend with the biggest dick and had me give him head.. you told me to choke on it and not stop until You told me to... You told your friend to grab my hair and shove my head onto his dick and hold it there... and then throat fuck me over and over. . Years err streaming down my face. ..while i was choking on his dick You whipped my ass with a belt for being such a dirty little whore. .. You told me to take it like a good slut and not to stop giving had to your friends monster dick. .. it hurt with every whip and sting,  but made me excited and wet at the same time.. you whipped me over and over again. ... then had your friend with the huge dick fuck my ass while you fucked my face and beat my titles at the same time. . I didn't know which pain to focus on. .. you came all over my face and titties. ...then You told me what a good little slut i was and to stand up, that i wasn't done yet. ...You told me i had to please ALL Your friends all weekend, i looked at the 5 guys sitting there smiling and I thought, I'm glad he has a small circle of friends. .. Then you smiled like You could read my mind and said, don't worry this is just the beginning, there are plenty more on their way...