A letter to Master

So, looking through emails we sent when we first met and stumbled upon this letter i wrote Him... just want to put it here as part of my journal so i don't lose it...

Just letting you know that you're on my mind.

Dear Master:

I am so glad that I met you and that we hit it off instantly.  I know that I was being shy and had a hard time making eye contact.  I kept fumbling and looking away.  I was nervous I would say the wrong thing and you would walk away.  But then, we got comfortable and I just had so many things running through my mind.  When I first hugged you, I was thinking wow, he is pretty solid; this feels so good.  At the table I kept looking at your face.  I was thinking, yummy, he is dark chocolate and smooth, his face is so strong and handsome.  I thought; I could definitely see myself kneeling and looking up at this face in submission.  Your eyes looked kind but firm.   You asked the right questions, and said the right things.  I could tell you would be patient and teach me so much.    You asked why I hadn’t found a Dom yet and I was thinking, because I hadn’t met you… I didn’t say it because it sounded so corny.  I kept thinking, I could REALLY do this, I could give myself to him completely.  I could submit to this strong, sexy, kinky, Dominant, handsome, amazing man, and I would feel so safe and wonderful. I just got goosebumps writing that.  I’ve known for about 18 months now that I needed to have a Dominant in my life to feel complete, but I honestly didn’t think that it would happen.  I was scared I would find someone that was in it for the wrong reasons, someone that wouldn’t inspire me to be submissive, someone I wasn’t attracted to, someone that was too new or inexperienced, etc.  I am so glad I was wrong, I am SO glad I found you and I am so excited to see where this journey takes us.  I look forward to learning all the things that put a smile on your face.  I look forward to cooking you your favorite meal, rubbing and massaging your sore muscles, listening to you when you need an ear, bending over when you need to hit something, opening my mouth when you want to fill it, learning the ways you like for me to suck it, laying my head in your lap, sitting at your feet, giving you my ass and pussy to abuse whenever you need to, and all the other ways to submit to you that I haven’t even begun to think of… Right now.. I am excitedly looking forward to tomorrow…

Submissively yours,

your submissive erika